Hey guys I'm back.. So, the last time I was on here I was dating a man named Blue from Arsenic Addiction.. We're currently not dating and haven't been for quite some time.. Although I was heartbroken and thought I was never going to find love again I let him go and since then I have to admit that I've done a lot of growing up and soul searching and as luck would have it I met and instantly loved a man named Chester.. He's thought me that I have a lot of love in my heart and amazing talents to share with a man who is not afraid to love me back and share in my many dreams and life events that this world has in store for me. In January of 2014 I started to get very sick and silly me thought it was the stomach flu so I didn't think anything of it.. One day Chester decided to confront the obvious reasons I was sick by taking me to the doctor's office and I was furious at the way he was bossy and made me go after I repeatedly explained my reasons for hating doctors and I knew that I wasn't pregnant I mean we'd had unprotected sex numerous times before and I wasn't able to get pregnant so I was miss know it all.. I was in complete denial and I wasn't going to admit that Chester may be right as it'd mean me having to admit that he was right and I was wrong and if you know me you know that me being wrong is like not an option.. Anyways as we sat in the office eaggerly waiting for the doctor to come back in with the reasoning of my sickness and a solution.. 5,10,30 minutes went by and finally he came in with a smile on his face he sat down in his chair across from us and I just blurted out "I'm not pregnant it's just the flu.. So, haha Chester you're going down"! And the doctor started laughing and replied " So, Happy Early Mothers Day Amanda I am going to be the one to break your winning streak and say that I am going to be delivering your baby and Chester will be cutting the cord!" I passed out from the shock of the great news and Chester just looked at me and cried.. All day he would look at me and put his hand on my tummy everywhere we went and kept telling me that he is the happiest man alive and that he's never seen me look as beautiful as I did that day as I have the "Mothers Glow"! I'm due end of September and I will post her name when Chester picks it out.. He asked me if he could be the one to pick the name and I have agreed only putting one requirement for her middle name to follow my mother's middle name as well as mine.. Renee.
